Well, I don't remember the last time I wrote or what I wrote about. All I know is that it seems like I can't make it a daily routine. I can....maybe I just don't try hard enough. I get sidetracked too easily. I do. I know and I admit it.

School started mid february, March is coming to an end. All the goals I had set before I started school, have not materialized. They will someday.
My music has come to a stand still. My good friends, who I won't lie are enviable in who they are, are getting things done and moving ahead. Me, stagnant as a .....thing that doesn't move. That won't last long however. I shall be moving very soon. In fact, sooner than you think. Sooner than I think. I always think, no, feel like I'll just let it all go to hell when I get to a point like this. But No! I always end up writing like this, encouraging myself, telling myself that it's not all gone to hell, it will be coming back soon that thing that keeps me going, my muse, my spirit. I wish I could.

Usually it does. Always, it does.....